Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano.
I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like. And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe, I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight. As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight - High off of love, drunk from my hate, It's like I'm huffing paint and I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate. And right before I'm about to drown, he resuscitates me, he fucking hates me and I love it. Wait! Where you going? "I'm leaving you" No you ain't. Come back we're running right back. Here we go again. It's so insane cause when it's going good, it's going great. But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashame. I guess I don't know my own strength. You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe when you're with 'em. You meet and neither one of you even know what hit 'em. Got that warm fuzzy feeling. Yeah, them chills you used to get 'em. You swore you'd never hit 'em, never do nothing to hurt 'em. Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit them. You push, pull each other's hair, scratch, claw, hit 'em. Throw 'em down, pin 'em, so lost in the moments when you're in them. It's the rage that took over it controls you both, so they say you're best to go your separate ways, guess if they don't know you. 'Cause today that was yesterday, yesterday is over, it's a different day. Sound like broken records playing over but you promised her, next time you show restraint. You don't get another chance, life is no Nintendo game. But you lied again, now you get to watch her leave out the window. Guess that's why they call it window pane.
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn, but that's alright because I like the way it hurts. Just gonna stand there and hear me cry, but that's alright because I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie.
Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean. And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine. But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me. But when it comes to love you're just as blinded. Baby, please come back It wasn't you, baby it was me. Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems, maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano. All I know is I love you too much to walk away though. Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk, don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk. I told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball. Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall. Next time - There won't be no next time. I apologize even though I know its lies, I'm tired of the games I just want him back. If he ever tries to fucking leave again, Im'a tie him to the bed and set this house on fire.
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